The Journey Of Erald Creighton

NS

2011-05-07T16:21:00.001-07:00

alright...im going for NS aka National Service...next tues..and this might be my last blog..i'll be away for a long period of time...
Just before my NS i have some health problems already...which i cant breath properly..i have no heart disease..nor lung cancer etc...my my back seems to be painful..anyway..im gonna miss some people..my friends..and family..umm..thanks guys you have taught me alot of things...and Joan you're really a nice person..thanks..im gonna miss you badly :( anyway im gonna miss cindy and vinxi too..friends for 2 years already..gonna miss you 2 badly as well..and my pri sch guys..yea thanks men.. alright thats all...and good bye take care.

Life

2010-08-18T23:47:00.000-07:00

hmm nothing happen...didnt turn up for classes again...lazy real lazy..but gotta work hard for someone..so i should buck up..im currently sad right now...i know you and him were over...but when i saw something...i felt jealous...hatred...anger...i cannot control myself..but baby imma wait for you and work hard for you...I loved you...very very much...you are Cute...Humble...Lovable...Obliging..Everlasting...girl..i've ever met...*muacks* at our adorable cheek. :) but..calm down will ya..you are kinda pissed.. :(

I dreamt...

2010-07-03T09:01:00.000-07:00

last 2 days...i had a dream...I dreamt about I was having some family time with my wife..and 2 daughters..in a shopping mall...so i went away..for a few minutes..and when i turn back they were gone...i had a call from some unknown person..he said he had my wife and daughters..i got angry..he said surround them he planted time bomb..so i quickly find the location..after my investigation...i found the place..i fought the kidnapper...and rescue my wife and children..then i ask them to hide in a safe place..while i go kill some more..so it was like a movie...i shoot then do stunt shoot again...while the fight is still on..the police arrived..they protect my family as their job..so after battling for hours..i cant really remembered if i got injured or not...but..after that i came out of the carpark..they saw me happily..so i hugged my family...

Im tired of being myself...

2010-07-03T08:50:00.000-07:00

I am Psychologically tired...and also physically tired..I just dont know what i might become...rain all day..Im really really tired...I have all the below..and i am tired what i have been doing...I think my friends those whom i trusted...are all gone...I dunno if i will die a lonely death...

Symptoms

If you have persistent tiredness you may have:

* daytime sleepiness and a lack of energy
* loss of motivation
* poor concentration
* difficulty making decisions
* feelings of depression

welcome Good Spirit....goodbye evil self.

2010-06-25T09:44:00.000-07:00

yesterday i realise...i must do good things..so everything goes back to normal..so i stop all the siful things i did..and start over again...God is with me..so i know...so not gonna care about dirty stuff..and go on with good life...and I still Miss my Cuteee..i wanna be with her...forever...did something good today..this blind sining and...i felt guilty just by passing him..so i turn back 3 packets of tissue cost 2 dollars..but instead i gave him 4 dollars..actually i dont want his tissue..but then i thought about it few miles away..hmm..theres a lady beside him..she said i havea big heart..i felt better..and everytime when i do something good..i will look up into the sky..so today i went to NS medical booking..and..suppose to meet 414 at sentosa but i didnt turn up..i woke up late..around 3pm..i slept at 5am..lols so..yea..actually i lazy to go..but long time nv see them..so yea but still didnt go =.= but i was waiting for their call..but then so late le...so nv go..ah nvm..my facts..sun tanning is not my type. :)

Love Life Next Part..

2010-05-30T01:25:00.000-07:00

Oh Cuteee...I missed you so much..I have plans for you..just wait for me..Everyday and night i have always think of you..I always see my phone because theres your face..every min..every min...i will remember you..by calling your name...you are so pretty and smart..i dont mind you are 15 now..and i am 19 but..we still can get along...oh ya..i dreamt about you..we were in a class of 6...then the teacher show pictures of character from any movies..so the first one was Irene Adler from Sherlock Holmes..so i shouted Irene..then next pictures...all you answer lols..so smart. next is Japanese history...while the teacher was teaching we both were talking then..we put our heads together..becauee our class theres a guy so annoying..bad attitude..so my darling was observing him..and she whisper to me i know who i will hate le..so i asked who..she whispered to me..Dont tell you. :D i was like..baby so bad.. :( then i was lookling outside theres a Japanese Folklore Character named Momotaro the peach boy statue standing outside..then it move!!! baby and I were shocked and ran away.. then i got a phone call from Singtel...damn it! anyway...i kept smiling after the dream..I Love Cuteee!!!

2010-05-15T23:29:00.000-07:00

Do my trusted frens treat me as frens? a question for me.

Recently (March)

2010-03-16T01:44:00.000-07:00

haven't been updating blog...and..hmm..i havent been going to school..firstly im lazy..i had sleepless night..when ever i lie on the bed...i kept toss and turn..i think its itch mites..yea i feel itchy on the back..but only in the day i can sleep well..and when i sleep..in the day..i totally forgot about school..thats why im absent this few days..but im need to go tomorrow..if not get debar..i need the ite cert to go for my career..and i've been staying in house...like a useless bum looking for food...sigh...my life...is like a rubbish dumb..i dunno why am i here man...i shouldn't be here..oh and secondly why i didnt go school is because..im tired of everyone. some people there are damn childish...i dunno why im inside with a bunch of...kindergartners..once you go in there...you deserve to be bullies..and they will say "im playing" come on man....its college NOT freaking Pre school..gees...i did study myself at home...ok thats all bye.

Love Life

2010-03-16T01:30:00.000-07:00

Cuteee...im really sorry for what i done to made you angry 2 years ago...but i still love you though. i still remember the day i started falling in love with you is when you went overseas...I was listening @My Love@ by Westlife cos we love the song so much..I sang along while i cried..Im glad you came back safely...im always worried about your safety. I still remember the first time we met..you gave me 3 mentos..you drop them on the floor we both pick it up..and i accidentally touched your hand...and gosh it felt..so smooth..and warm..the 3 mentos you gave me..is in my time capsule..although its already melted but still in good condition. hmm though i did lost feelings for you..but after all i still go back to you..dont you think its fate? yea..? no matter what..I love you..i wanna love you more...although you are not around.but i can feel you..its like you are touching me...i can even imagine putting my head against your stomach...and you put your hand round my head..it feels so real...when ever i sleep..i hug the bolster..i always imagine hugging you...one day...just one day you will appreciate me..I LOVE YOU.

Recently

2009-12-30T02:27:00.002-08:00

Recently i watched Sherlock Holmes twice..i think it was a great movie..as im a fan of Sherlock Holmes too..

Recently

2009-12-10T09:01:00.000-08:00

exams are over...worked at John Little..hmm missed the staff..umm..theres this promoter..shes quite cute cos she run like penguin..looks like Cindy btw..just that her hair is short..erm..then worked at Isetan..erm..saw "Arsene Lupin" today..he also work same place as me..but different department..erm..smsed Cindy on the bed...quite fun..well i dunno how she done it but..nvm..made fren with 2 old man...then sms Joan when im bored lols i think no more le..yea..bye..oh im sick now but still need to work... 2 to 10 ok bb...

This Is It.

2009-11-02T06:09:00.000-08:00

Watched MJ This Is It with Sia and Seng. the movie was nice, and some funny parts too.
and so 7 more days will be my 18th birthday. sigh..this is bored.
ok thats all.
P/s. Im gonna miss you. And i will pray for you everyday.

Recently

2009-10-27T04:51:00.000-07:00

Right now..my mind is like so many unknown anger and worries...i have no fucking idea where these comes from...darn...actually i dun feel like posting anything today...totally moodless...alright. last week went with mom to buy my new spectacle its black in color..gonna match with my new phone. then went to cousin's new home...very nice..then this few days of school...bored but there are alot of test going on..doing ok..gees maybe i think to much...im worried for Cuteee...im worried for bffs...damn. oh met a new fren here. her name is Joan. shes 17 now. so one night called Cindy on the com chat....her voice was sweet yea..same goes to Joan...their voice almost the same...ok bye im off or else i will start killing.

Behold The Son Of God Saved The Day.

2009-10-22T04:07:00.000-07:00

It was a dream which was around 6am. It felt very real...i shall share this to all the people. here it goes. I was in a city which looks like the old Jerusalem. im not sure was it Jerusalem or not..but i will continue my story.If im not wrong i was dressed in white. lols. There were 2 demons attacking people.. 1 was red another was black. They had horns. very scary...so i was in a middle of 2 houses. I saw people running from the right side...then I saw the 2 demons passing by of the 2 houses in front of me. they saw & stared at me. i was scared..helpless..they were coming after me...but suddenly..they started to shiver in fear....they changed the position of their sights. they looked behind me. As i rolled my eyes to the wall...i saw a shadow behind me. And i turned. I cant believe my own eyes....Guess Who Was Behind Me?! It was Jesus himself was behind me! i was so shocked! and surprised! my eyes and mouth opened so big. His surroundings was so bright...he tapped on my shoulder...and i turned my head and stared at the demons with a fierce look with confidence. they then started screaming in fear and...disappeared...Oh God...this really felt so real...then when i turned back again Jesus vanished. i was so happy...though i was late to thank him...but in my mind i said... "Thank you Lord...you are Our Hero, Our Savior." then all the villagers started celebrating...with Joy...its true this happened in my dream. :) Its My Honor To Meet You Jesus. I Love You.

recently

2009-10-18T20:29:00.000-07:00

yesterday went for buffet...at one of the hotels near by...expensive but worth.. then last night was a wild night..shall not talk about it. So i was dreaming at 9am...GREAT!! i dreamt of cuteee we were in relationship man...when she got a fever we put our heads together to test the temperature... so cute lor Cuteee...then follow her to buy fish congee in a market which i nvr seen before in real life. lols then we were holding hands and walk...woah it felt Soooo....real lor...i hope it will happen for real. im waiting for you cuteee!!! :) i love you.

Movie List

2009-10-11T10:24:00.001-07:00

1) 2012 "OKay i know...this movie i tell you...its my nightmare! alright. so stop thinking is the end of the world."'

2) Storm Warriors 2

3) Sherlock Holmes 2009

4) New Moon

5) MJ's This Is It.

will see what movies are coming up...

My Quotes

2009-10-11T10:13:00.000-07:00

Quote Number 1: A Smile a day keeps your sadness away.

Quote Number 2: Friends are actually not forever. Even if he/she is your best friend.

Quote Number 3: lonely...is part of life...people have friends..actually they don't its just a story.

Quote Number 4: A Case is a case only the smart can solve. Using brain is your job.

Quote Number 5: Choose your friend wisely, don't get into their trap.

Quote Number 6: A Case is a game. But a Love is reality.

Quote Number 7: No matter what. The truth will reveal.

Quote Number 8: Miracle happens when you pray. If you have the heart.

Recently

2009-10-07T04:52:00.000-07:00

ok holidays gonna end...shit...have to go back to school....see the same people see untill sian...argh!!! then have been watching Detective Conan...ok luh i can solve many case....quite easy...then chat with fc, Angela and Vinxi...played habbo...cos they got a case to solve...stupid hablet always win...think you pro uh...and i think habbo staff are unfair....hack care...hmm...oh just bought another new hat gonna post soon...ah....still miss her...everyday look at her photo makes me melt....like ice cream..cos im creamy....

recently

2009-09-09T02:24:00.000-07:00

havent been updated...forgotten alot of stuff so...school was fine...watching detective series...but finish quite fast...addicted to coffee thanks FC for this blog skin...very nice he made for me...thank you. bye i love her.

Happy B'Day Singapore

2009-08-09T07:44:00.000-07:00

Went out with dad to toa payoh HUB cos he had a sales there popular sales so yea helped to look after his stuff..then went swensons to eat..nice..then went home Again i have to celebrate national day alone =.= my dad went out. gees...and i hope my friend currently in Tokyo is safe. i prayed for you. :) shes a best swimmer. :)

Recently

2009-08-08T03:40:00.000-07:00

just had Golf last week it was fun...then yesterday had class team building it was okok watched Taken was a great movie then today suppose to go cousin house for dinner but i didnt cos i dun feel like going im tired...after these torturing in my inner body and mind...in pain..recently im drinking alcohol..brandy..wine..my parents asked me what happen...i said nothing.. so tmr is...National Day...i wish all Singaporeans Happy Birthday to you all..
I just watched Passion Of Christ..and cried how these army tortured Jesus...and put him on the cross...and 3rd day he rise..he died for us remember. before he died he prayed to God and said...forgive them father...they dont know what they do...well love your people and enemies..they are like your brothers and sisters..ok?

I'll Be There By Jackson 5

2009-07-10T00:28:00.002-07:00

You and I must make a pact, we must bring salvation back
Where there is love, I'll be there

I'll reach out my hand to you, I'll have faith in all you do
Just call my name and I'll be there

I'll be there to comfort you,
Build my world of dreams around you, I'm so glad that I found you
I'll be there with a love that's strong
I'll be your strength, I'll keep holding on

Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness, well that's all I'm after
Whenever you need me, I'll be there
I'll be there to protect you, with an unselfish love that respects you
Just call my name and I'll be there

If you should ever find someone new, I know he'd better be good to you
'Cause if he doesn't, I'll be there
Don't you know, baby, yeah yeah
I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name, I'll be there

(Just look over your shoulders, honey - oo)

I'll be there, I'll be there, whenever you need me, I'll be there
Don't you know, baby, yeah yeah

I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name, I'll be there...

Memorial Of MJ.

2009-07-07T12:41:00.000-07:00

OK im currently watching Memorial Of MJ...and cried when his daughter is speaking for him and she said "He was the best Father"...i started watching at 11pm..in CNN channel the whole thing started at...1am local time...RIP MJ you are the best...

today and Ex-class gathering

2009-07-06T06:25:00.000-07:00

ok..on the..1st of...july yea july..met with ex 414 to suntec for dinner..at Aston cheap but good. and i ordered steak you see you eat steak needa have a glass of wine but...no one drink so i didnt order lol. ok fast forward to...school reopen. firstly... Damn it!!! its youth day! and we still have to go to school! and morning i took bus 139 to my campus. and stops at the 2nd gate. so usually i enter from gate 2. but now i have to walk 1 big circle to go to gate 1 the carpark enterance for tempreture taking! why cant just all 3 gates with people taking temp?! easier right? argh! ok so classroom moved to new labs which is the IT lab. phew sit under the air-conditional..but still...cant concentrate cos people are talking behind!!! singing somemore....geeez...bye.

Transformers 2

2009-06-28T05:57:00.000-07:00

ok so...last night 27th June i didnt sleep till now. my hands are like dead human temperature. very cold...after blog needa sleep already. i cant sleep because kept thinking of you seriously...sigh i want to be with you and i want to be yours. So forward to..28th June went to PS met the guys...then watched Transformers 2 its so damn funny luh! Sam is so gay when he screams..hahas and and..alot of hot babes but too bad the one in blue is a robot. i think the movie are better then the anime? with the special sound effects. and the Dog..WTF they were making love..dun wanna talk more on it. but some parts are touching..i would give it a..4 stars. (:

R.I.P Michael Jackson.

2009-06-26T03:48:00.001-07:00

R.I.P

Michael Joseph Jackson

(August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009)

Well lets Mourn the Death of the Pop Star MJ. though i dont know whats the cause of his death but to us is a very shocking news. sadden..listened to his album since young..my mom use to buy the LD version..and recently i've been singing We Are The World by MJ was actually from USA for Africa..feed the poor and all..MJ has a same common thing which is We love Children... :) but im different from him uh. lol anyway.. RIP MJ.

Today

2009-06-25T08:15:00.001-07:00

Father's day was boring but i woke up and the first thing i did was pray to the lord and wish Him Happy Fathers Day because he was the one whom take care of us every now and than Thank You Lord for everything. :) then wish my dad..then uh suppose to go out he said weather too hot. =.= not fun at all..so use the com whole day lor...then thought of going to eat steamboat dad also dont want aiya fed up. anyway then...just now i went back home after buying dinner i saw a spoiled lamppost but when i walked passed it, it start blinking i thought it was a lightning then i look up at the lamppost it was lighted up. haha miracle got shock lols. ah miss her so much...~was watching Passiong Of The Christ and cried...

today..

2009-06-13T22:00:00.000-07:00

alright just came back from chalet..umm...i dont know what to say...but the chalet was ok..just that...ah nvm. on saturday 12.30 meet gordon at PS. uh...when i got up to the highest level of PS..i did saw someone. :) i could reconize her face very clearly :). ok so met gordon then went to orchard for Anime Cosplay as Jimmy will dress as Itachi from Naruto. then after the coplay went back home to bath...cos the summer wheather is so hot. you know. then...took train to pasir ris to meet lai lai..and his brother with louis. then took Service 12 to downtown. as we walk towards our destination i heard people singing "Open the eyes of my heart." as i walk i sang along haha i think they are having some Church Service there in the night. then while my friends were playing pokers i went outside the place conducting the church Service as i sit under the tree listening. and feel my brain with knowledge. smiling my way...looking at them listening to their pastor attendtively..cried with joy for the lord..yea i cried. so the next day we got out of the chalet..and saw teenagers going to the same place..for their Service. yea sunday is today. as i take my 2 hours bus ride home...my brain..i dunno i prayed asking the Lord..please Lord let me do something good..i love doing good deeds~~ and really miracles happend as i wanna take the lift i saw a young couple walked out. i got into the lift and pressed 5. when the door is about to close it got stuck then i pressed the open button it open and i did the same thing still stuck then i got out. and take another lift. so i took another lift yet another couple came out but this time this couple they are old couple the male needs help. as he has difficulty walking. the lift door opened and i hold the door for him. he thanked me. i smiled at him. and this time the lift closed when i pressed 5. haha i thank the Lord. Praise The Lord!!! :B So people this tells you that whatever you prayed for always always believe that it will happen. And when you get your gift thank the Lord. for example you prayed that your exams will pass. you work hard because God gave you the energy to study. and the end you did very well. dont thank yourself nor your teachers first always thanks the Lord because without him miracles will not happen. Then thanks your teacher who taught you..cos everything GOOD is the Gifts from God. :)

today

2009-06-06T08:36:00.000-07:00

today woke up at 2pm then gosh i suppose to go for some events luh they will talk to you for hours but didnt go so...waited for 4pm then get dressed and went to....bishan MRT for CIP. cos they had block party. so went there with a few friends to help. got CIP points. although our games is like...childs play but had fun with children...alot of cute ones...awww...makes me think of you CUTE. then after the party we headed to MAc cos Mr Sim wanna treat us. Thanks to him. :) exams over but my greatest fear is wheather i pass or not. sigh...ah!!! i just cant forget you luh CUTE you are too CUTE for me...i really love you alot~~ :B then i went home...and decided to blog. yea thats all i guess..bye bye. oh yes i met new friend who is interested in Detective stories..but her ambition is becoming a Vet. yea shes Hannah (Montana) no la just Hannah. :) ciao..ah...I love CUTE luh~~...

today

2009-06-01T05:20:00.000-07:00

umm..tomorrow is my exam tues and thursday. so yea studying. Su fin and yong shi started their first lesson in Uni already so..good luck to them. and my friend got a first bf. i prayed that you guys will last long Elisa. :) as for me im still single yea...like i said im waiting for her. so im continueing to wait. well this afternoon while i was walking back..i saw something amazing..i saw the clouds which look like an Ark..which Noah builded..im happy that Sherlock Holmes 2009 thriller has up so watch it often..this june i might be going to genting. and erm...oh recently i watched videos of Pastor Prince..total 9 videos i think i watched untill 6th videos...he is funny yea..and hes talk is amazing. so thats all..bye. and I LOVE YO CUTE. i almost forgot. I Dreamt of her man...i was hugging her and she was hugging me..and..and we were eating pokey we eat the pokey from side to side she eat the front i eat the back...then munch munch munch and KISS! hahas i want the dream again~~~

Today

2009-05-23T05:11:00.000-07:00

went to bishan at 8am...then watch the performance..ok la there were a group of girls dancing yes they are hot "BUT I HAVE NO INTEREST. :) i didnt even take any pictures of them. because..i only know that i love HER". i very tiong sim de..then after the performance..went to eat no appetite so ate chinese dumblings erm chinese called it as "huo tie". then after eating went to vivo with Lai lai(Wen Lai..Gor-neng(Gordon) & Sophia. then slack at vivo 3rd level..it was hot but later windy i thought its gonna rain because of the clouds were turning dark...but then its not. geez..my shoes hurt my feet.anyway..i love vivo 3rd level..cos it has a beautiful scene. the skies..the wind..the smell of the air..the sound of the sea..i did pray to God that i hope "You" are with me..well thats the best place to make a wish. then took some pictures of the skies..is like Heaven man..the clouds...its too beautiful..then around evening saw some performance at vivo. saw Jacob "skin like a vampire :X but name with a werewolf" lols i thoguht he was going to dance but no. then after that walked around vivo..the toy R us saw Elmo soft toy but i dunno whether is it the same size as Hazel mommy's Elmo..but i found rainy yang's poster so gonna buy that down. erm..then ate mac but i didnt eat i drink cos im thirsty. im always thirsty. then headed home. I Love Chloe

this month

2009-05-19T06:51:00.000-07:00

ok sorry for late posts kinda lazy and buzy all with the "zy" yea. alright Mother's day chat with mom before she left for Bangkok. then on last sunday went to cousin house for dinner cos my cousin in law's birthday. ooo...im gonna have another nieace or nephew soon..ok thats all..now watching Evan Almighty. nice movie. :) and 1 last one.."I Still Love You."

today

2009-05-08T03:47:00.000-07:00

today suppose to go sugei buloh for CCA but looks like its gonan rain so i canceled it so we finished around 9am i was shock that the time was 9am but the sky is like 6:30 pm in the evening its look like sunset. its scary..ok thats all..bye. I love her 4ever and ever!

today

2009-05-07T03:18:00.000-07:00

Today no school cos some people has got test. just woke up from sleep. and theres 1 good and bad dreams i had dreamt I was like Moses?With the power of God? yeah haha last time was Noah now Moses.Thank God I dreamt about i was holding a stick and i put in the water and it opens! in the middle of the sea separates! wow.. then the next dream was i dunno how to say but was it horrible? i dreamt i was "Wolverine" i used kill bad people. and my last enemy was Magneto. the guy who controls magnets. cool eh?

today

2009-05-01T06:40:00.000-07:00

today went to watch X-Men Origins. watched in the net couple of times but in the theaters are better. bought popcorn and 2 coke for Hadison and I..alot of people were watching full house i can say. yeah the movie was awesome...im gonna train myself now! yeah..my favorite character is Remy LeBeau aka Gambit. His cool with his poker cards.

today

2009-04-30T05:19:00.000-07:00

i dunno why today my old soul is back...i feel like it...im being myself again...the "Cold one". had test today i dun even know what to do..but hopefully i pass...these days im being absent minded. dunno why...but this what i am i guess..lol tmr watching X-men Origins with Hadison then continue my computerise day..lols hmm...im seriously loving her & missing her..hmm...i really hope you are mine.

just now

2009-04-26T02:11:00.001-07:00

after the funeral i slept..and i had a weird dream..guess what? I can talk to animals and call them out. i talked to alot of dogs under my block in my dream..lols then..i actually called out 3 fierce animals. the Wolf, Lion and the tiger. the lion and the tiger run like crazy and the wolf remains calm..i can actually protect people from the animals..lols by using a shield. so the animals wont attack them. then saw 3 bad guys hurting animals. then i called all the dogs to attacked them but almost failed. then...i had no choice as to call out tiger and lion to attack them. the bad guys actually hide very well uh..but then...2 died..the other one ermm...actually i woke up all of the sudden because my mind was calling your name. the girl i loved. i told ya i am in love with you. before that i asked myself..is my powers related to Noah's Ark? where i can save all animals..? lols.

today Sunday

2009-04-25T20:23:00.000-07:00

umm...slept at 2am cant sleep. came from the wake someone passed away. so next day means today woke up at 6:30 took a cold bath and dressed in black as today was the funeral. my uncle's father in law. i dunno him much as i never see him before. but then sympathy is important..so after that..after the casket was placed in the undertaker we proceed to mandai crematorium. my first time there. so after the chanting because its a Buddhist family luh... so..well also need to respect uh..then bring the casket to cremate i was standing right behind as i dont wanna watch just hear the family members crying...no shouting luh unlike my family when my grandma was cremated my aunt was shouting for help... erm..and my dad was dripping mucus more then tears..YUCKS!!! i was watching my dad cry instead of my grandma. lols but something caught and i almost cried was the wife of the late husband. cried because of love..hmm...very important in life uh take note.Seeing old lady cry i felt sad and pitiful..when i look at the sky i saw alot of beautiful things...just like Heaven...as i call it Paradise. but today i see alot of funerals uh alogn the road side..."May God Bless Them." *close eyes*

today

2009-04-24T04:02:00.000-07:00

okiies..today went to school late nice day...didnt get scoldings..and was joked about..mrt bus all these..weird nice teacher...came home..online suppose to go great world city to find On/Off album for mommy at the end postpone to late hours cos very sleepy..then oh shit i cant remember what i dreamt...argh! but last night i was dreaming hazl mommy was playing psp. so i asked her what game shes playing she said..erm..pai seh i cant remember what she said but i saw hello kitty ba i think..lols.
miss ya.
miss ya.
miss ya.
miss ya.
miss ya.
miss someone.

today

2009-04-20T05:48:00.000-07:00

today ate cheese eggs bread and milk. and an apple. healthy living aren't i? well...ok woke up late went to school late. nvm since nothing to do also..the fact is i get high when ever i go to school actually i hate what i am doing...seriously..i have to change luh..hmm...Hazel mommy also depress..hope she will cheer up from the bottom of her heart. and give out a big smile to everyone..hahas cute uh? LOL!! meet us this June ah! cheer up ok? mom. :)
ok...omg cant sleep man..kept thinking and thinking of you..sigh..i only let people happy and let myself depress its ok de im like this. i cant be selfish. must let people happy right? ok thats all...I am still praying for her ya. i will never give up!!!

today..

2009-04-17T07:25:00.000-07:00

today...start class at 10:30 got time to sleep..then reach school hi hi bye bye to friends...then leave..reach home online..chat with Angela..then bath and then go QSS for speech day...hm..old friends never change..then..watched the parade..and the performance..then went off half way they wanna watch movie but in the end cancel..then ate BK...then walk walk...then go home...hmm..oh my 22nd july there will be a tsunami in some countries..for Sg...theres a hoax e=mail..but there will be a partial eclipse. from 8:40am till 9:40am 1 hour..sound scary thought and 2012 its not end of thw world just that a possible solar storm..haix..the sun and the moon is angry with us...i hope i can hold you hand together before anything happens....i really hope so... :(

these days..

2009-04-16T05:05:00.000-07:00

school reopen...bored. but can chat with friends or whatever la...then Gordon gave me a bible. thanks. but dont loose faith hor. Hmm...i've thinking of you...i cant sleep because im thinking of you..*sigh* but...yeah i am still waiting and working hard for you. :)

today

2009-04-11T05:46:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the day when Jesus died for OUR SIN. thats right he did. :) praise the lord!
tomorrow is the day he comes back from death. he will wake up on the 3rd day. :)

last night cos i didnt eat when to patrol kiosk to buy muffin..walked pass a sport court...heard something..a girl's voice...so i thought it was a ghost...after buying i walked passed again...and Oh My!! goodness! a couple making love. =_=" disgusting....dont think much! >;( ok chatted with Angela bout life... hehe she is my friend uh..not that girl i loved. hmmm....now at cousin's house.

Depression...

2009-04-07T06:19:00.000-07:00

sigh...depression stressfulness..oh dear...im crazy for you..but i am sad...sorry...haiz..my heart is hurt these days...i cant stop it unless you come to me and say you love me...i always grab my chest and think of you...i said your name...and i felt like crying...what to do..im stubborn..please be mine in the name of Love.

Saddness....

2009-04-05T00:57:00.000-07:00

this is torturing....i just dont understand why.....this is so unfair...why i dont deserve you...why~~....people might see me smiling..but my heart is very down...its like thousands of knife stabbing into it...its very painful...but...i still say...i wont give up on you...hmmm...my friend...she said to me there are other girls who are better why dont i find them instead of you...i told her....once "you" are in my heart...always in my heart...never dissapear...you are mine...no matter what...it dosent matter how..but i try my very best to catch up with you..."people i know its silly but dont stop me." im jealous of you with someone else...but you know..jealous = Love..*sigh...* my life is so meaningless.... :"(

The End?

2009-04-03T08:09:00.000-07:00

I don't know...i can't take it anymore...i just can't take it anymore...i need you...i love you more then i need you...i will not give up..I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up.I Can't Give Up. Uh...before i die of heart attack...i post this first...just let me cry...im really useless...hopeless....*sobs* i just cant..never mind...readers...dont read..its bad...you lost a love one..thats the feeling...goodbye...

today

2009-04-03T04:51:00.000-07:00

boring boring boring....thinking thinking thinking...missing missing missing...*yawn* *o*

hmmm...ok woke up at 12pm Sharp...and whats my next move? yes! correct...the computer...LOL till now i havent eat...no appetite..alone at home as usuall..HAaaa.... i miss you....i love you...please be mine.. T.T Pwease! ah....then take a walk down the park...look att he sky...i can almost see Heaven...i can feel myself flying....but i cant. =_= i saw alot of clouds gathered like a moutain...i think after you climb that moutain you may go to Heaven..how nice...im in praradise...as if i am dead. =_= but its true of what i saw. not a dream..i must work hard for you...i need to..oh please wait for me..please do so...ok done. God every night you get my prayers..hope it comes true as i have faith. :)

today

2009-03-29T06:06:00.000-07:00

today woke up..at 11:30 suppose to meet FC at vivo so i was late..then after vivo went to bugis..then took neo print. umm i can say i was very ugly cos..i didnt dress well? haha i cant live without my hat. my Thinking hat. oh oh yeah yesterday...i had a weird dream..i dreamt that is the end of the world..and someone i loved was behind me..i hold her hand while i see the flood everywhere..all the place was flooding..very scary...and i shouted.."Noah's Ark!!!" all of the sudden..an Ark appear..i was so shocked..but the ark is enough of me and her..umm for the animals..i think its not enough also..but but i hope this wont happen...i seriously..hope...i will always remember this dream..do you think this dream is related to Noah's Ark?? :S

Hi

2009-03-27T08:12:00.000-07:00

today went PS with mom...bought nothing as what i want was already gone. :S ah shit! forget to post my photos...ok uploading now. haha oh oh we bought 2 bottle of milk. :) Hazel mommy you can feed me le.. :X hehe ok so thats all...where to buy big elmo??

On the 24th

2009-03-26T06:30:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday CHLOE!!! :D

woke up...then same thing coms coms coms..then at 3pm went to raffles place. for photopraghy and thanks mom for my new hat. pageboy hat. :) i will uplode picture later i lazy to put now hahas. as for today...nothing as usual.... so take care. :x "I LOVE CHLOE LEONG!!!"

Monday 23rd March

2009-03-23T04:26:00.000-07:00

today...woke up at 8. do exercise. than..play com. hahas at 12 bath and then meet Hadison and Prawn at bugis seoul garden. then..after eating..went to toys department. while Hadison was looking for gundam i went to the children departments. haha and took some pictures. :) Introduction: 1st picture is...i forgot the name. but i love to play with it. 2nd is...Barbie dalls haha brings back memories...3rd and 4th are robotic dogs. hehe so CUTE~~ :D

Acting is stressful..

2009-03-19T04:08:00.000-07:00

Today lesson finished at 1pm but only for some people..have to stay back for a project. Geez i am chosen to be the interviewer :x so nervous...haha but luckily its not media corp if it is im dead santa maria! then the person who interview me will ask some questions. so i answer them alot of answers..hahas. acting your ownself is easy but when the camera is shooting at you, you feel damn stressful and nervours..haha ohoh and..."Girl~ i dreamt about you yesterday..i proposed to you and you agreed OMG...but than its only a dream... :( " i hope its reality.

Bing Bong

2009-03-18T00:36:00.000-07:00

Suppose to upload some pictures in my previous blog but i dunno what to put so forget it. :)
ah..today i dressed like...dunno what like that..all black. on monday i dressed all white haha Yin Yang? lols then at 11 went to mac ate with a group of "brothers". ate finished went back to school..start lesson cos maths lesson canceled so went home after that. my march holidays are coming work hard! dont ask me work hard for what ah i wont tell you. on the 24th March im going out with my photograhy mates to...city hall take pictures..hope to have fun. :) So peeps do not ask me out on 24th uh..i am busy. ja-ne minna-san! :)

7th March 2009 :)

2009-03-07T08:05:00.000-08:00

Congrats to the Bear Couples!! :D hope you give birth a child soon so i can hug him/her. :) woke up at 8 dressed up lols i need to put on my bow tie. :X so funny..cos i need to open the car door for the couples..then give them 2 oranges lols..of 8 years this year i put on my bow tie. :) i looks funny luh...wth..then the couples were to let the family drink tea and all that...after that went home about 6 i changed my another outfit..this i look like a police =_= haha! then went there...greet all the families...and other people..then the newly wedd will than proceed to the stage...haha hmm...all grown up already... :) tomorrow i will upload some pictures. :)

todaiiiiiii

2009-03-04T08:22:00.000-08:00

Umm...took bus to school...then asked to help out some stuff...then lunch time went to eat...hmm sorry uh this is killing me...its a torture...haiz...i miss you girl...please come to e before world ends...i will take care of you...i will hold your hand untill we die...please come to me...please... :( i am sad...haix dun wanna blog already..

todaiiiiii

2009-03-03T02:56:00.000-08:00

today went to class late..anyway late or early still the same. lols. Then went for lunch...back at 12.55 just nice. saw bloodstains on the floor..looked at the broken glass. of course was related to the blood and broken glass. but i dunno. i need more info. hmmm...and i think its related to the rushing ambulance. hmm...i am thinking!!! hmm..haix..2012...will the world end?

todaiiiii

2009-02-28T22:17:00.000-08:00

this morning woke up at 6am so tired...cos gotta go to Bishan block 188 for block party..so set games made my teacher. :) around 10 PAP member Mr Wong arrived. so he walked around...shook hands..lol he shook my hand..actually not the first time i shook a VIPs hands..haha so around 12 we packed up and ready to go. i went home by MRT..geez felt tired..eating wafers :P chocolate and strawberry flavor.. :)

Todaiiii

2009-02-27T01:44:00.001-08:00

Today..suppose to go for a show with Hadison but didnt turn up as i have something on. I don't know about tomorrow...so bored...now watching Detective Conan movie 3. LOLs. Gaaa...I missed you girl..*sigh*. Anyway i hope you are happy.. :) yesterday was so high jumped on the bed...up and down. hahas. for fun.the reason why i keep changing URL cos there are perverts everywhere. and i know who you are.

Todaiii

2009-02-24T17:13:00.000-08:00

Today woke up at 7am! OMGz lol i forgot the time to report to school its 1pm!!! then went coffee shop had breakfast. lol i already dress in school uniform already Ha! then went back home again i changed into pajamas again...and play computer..not really pajamas but i treat it like one. hehe..then then then. nothing happen will update more later. Por favor?

Tadaii

2009-02-24T06:27:00.000-08:00

today i am very moody...why? cos of parents. i dun wanna say much cos the more i talk about it the angrier i get. so Shh! well today nothing happen in school..uh..OMGz my bag spoiled.... :( have to carry...today no shark fin cos of dad made me angry. >:( hate it when it comes to this...argh! nvm. i tolerate again. Currently watching Detective Conan movies awsome! oh yeah thank you Hazel. for the blog. Domo-arigato. *bow* but no teddy bear. :x lol i dunno okay? hahas. i like this blogskin and ths song...reminds me of someone...cos she is beautiful...right?! she is so cute!!! >.<
and thanks Chris for the previous blog you helped me sorry to change it i dun mean to break your heart..you know your hard work...i feel rather bad...SORRY! so thats all..ja-ne minna-san Oyasumi!! ^o^

todai

2009-02-17T03:57:00.000-08:00

Today woke up at....11 then went to school..cos lesson start at 1pm. =) haha then while i was in the bus there was a mother with a child..the little girl tries to hug me..i was like i dont know what to do..ha just play with her for awhile..she was cute. =) i guess she is only 2 years old? then after that they drop down the bus..said bye bye to them. =) reached school..went to class room lesson starts. then when 2:30 went home. so fast right? 2 hours..thats all...haha about mei lien's birthday met the couple :x Woolala..at tiong gave the present..then i dunno what happen to her..crazy woman..lol sorry uh. then went home.

Sunday

2009-02-14T22:19:00.000-08:00

Remember Girl. I Am Always Praying For You. =)

Just Blog for awhile...later i will be going to PS with Dad. Hope to buy something instead of coming home empty handed. lol. Yesterday Valentine's day...was saddening..because i am at home alone. went to hawker centre alone felt very shy...I see couples on streets. i felt very bad for myself. but i am trying. I am trying for the girl i dreamt often..and that's YOU. I will stay single until i have you. and i mean it. =)

dudu

2009-02-13T01:37:00.000-08:00

today went to school so energetic dont know why..but just excited for no reason. then...went home..so excited about the test. Umm..tomorrow Valentines day..what should i do?

sigh...

2009-02-12T05:52:00.000-08:00

today NOT FEELING WELL!!!! got flu...later in the night then got fever. had my first CCA. photography club. I hope its enjoyable for me. take pictures here and there..but not the wrong pictures. not in the mood luh...so tired...i think thats all luh...good bye luh...see you luh...muacks. who ever read this got a kiss already..to late.

Back to Germany

2009-02-10T02:46:00.000-08:00

Yesterday dad came back from Germany. Went to air-port to fetch him. Too bad suppose to go out with friends for Our Dear friend "Mei lien's birthday party." but i didn't turn up. Gomeh!! then dad bought back alot of chocolates..Umm...haven't eat those yet. But ate the snacks dad bought. Today on my way home..saw a few CID cars on the road...thinking whats going on. But while they are driving..I smiled. :)

Today...

2009-02-08T05:30:00.000-08:00

AH..today went out with Hadi...then watched Defiance....then went Mc bought french fries. then walked with him...crazy guy told him nothing to walk already still wanna insist.. then reach home Com the whole day..now practicing my singing. :]

Today

2009-02-06T03:26:00.000-08:00

*sigh* Valentines day....i wish i can celebrate with her...i am so stupid...*Sigh* its already happened..but i wish it could restart again...Today end at 10..went home take a short nap. Then went to tiong bahru plaza bought present for Elisabeth"Its a big Teddy Bear." :) My friend..then went home. thats all..i guess.

Irritating!!

2009-02-02T03:44:00.000-08:00

Argh last night so much mosquitoes!! crazy how come??!! i killed 1 last night. I took a picture of it. These are the samples of the mosquito the one you see on the floor was actually it's blood. very interesting...luckily its not aedes mosquito. Phew..

Beautiful By Akon

2009-01-29T03:14:00.000-08:00

"Beautiful"
(feat. Colby O'Donis, Kardinal Offishall)

[Akon]
When I see you
I run out of words to say (oh oh)
I wouldn't leave you
'Cause you're that type of girl to make me stay (oh oh)

I see the guys tryna' holla
Girl I don't wanna bother you
'Cause you're independent and you got my attention
Can I be your baby father
Girl I just wanna show you
That I love what you are doin' hun

I see you in the club
You gettin' down good
I wanna get with you, yeah
I see you in the club
You showin' thugs love
I wanna get with you

You're so beautiful
So damn beautiful
Said you're so beautiful
So damn beautiful

[Akon & Colby O'Donis]
You're so beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
You're so beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
You're so beautiful

[Colby O'Donis]
Like the clouds you
Drift me away, far away (yeah)
And like the sun you
Brighten my day, you brighten my day (yeah)
I never wanna see you cry cry cry
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie
Said I never wanna see you cry cry cry
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie

[Akon]
I see you in the club
You gettin' down good
I wanna get with you, yeah
I see you in the club
You showin' thugs love
I wanna get with you

You're so beautiful
So damn beautiful
Said you're so beautiful
So damn beautiful

[Akon & Colby O'Donis]
You're so beautiful
Beautiful
Beautiful
Beautiful
You're so beautiful
Beautiful
Beautiful
Beautiful

[Kardinal Offishall]
Kardinal told you
Whether the sky blue or yellow
This fella ain't that mellow
If it ain't about you (you)
Hourglass shape make the place go (ooohhh)
Waistline makes my soldier salute
I'mma brute (brute)
High from your high heel game
High heels push up ya ass last name
And you livin' in the fast lane
Eyes like an angel (goddess)
Watch my yellin' as she undress
Spotless (otless) bad to the bone
Make me wanna go put me in the triple X zone (zone)
Lames don't know how to talk to you
So let me walk with you, hold my hand
I'mma spend them grands, but after you undress
Not like a hooker, but more like a princess
Queen, empress, president
Pull any way ya got my love
'Cause your beautiful (okay??)

[Akon]
I see you in the club
You gettin' down good
I wanna get with you (ohh yeah)
I see you in the club
You showin' thugs love
I wanna get with you

You're so beautiful
So damn beautiful
Said you're so beautiful (so beautiful)
So damn beautiful (so beautiful)

[Akon & Colby O'Donis]
You're so beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
You're so beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
You're so beautiful

[Akon]
Where'd you come from you're outta this world
To me (ohh ohh)
You're a symbol of what every beautiful woman should be (oooh wee) (ohh ohh)

[Colby O'Donis]
I never wanna see you cry cry cry (don't cry)
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie (oh yeah)
Said I never wanna see you cry cry cry (ohhhh)
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie (lieee)

[Akon]
I see you in the club
You gettin' down good
I wanna get with you (ooh yeah)
I see you in the club
You showin' thugs love
I wanna get with you

You're so beautiful
So damn beautiful
Said you're so beautiful
So damn beautiful
You're so beautiful

Chinese Mooo... Year Day 1 & 2.

2009-01-28T05:41:00.001-08:00

My Chinese new year celebration was...i should say "boring". went to cousin on the eve just eat reunion dinner...then my dad play mahjong..while I play poker with my cousins...oh eh no pictures sorry..lol so after dinner...went online then chat for a while..then offline watched TV..nothing was attracted my attention. :) so just watch for fun...then next morning went home..because dad have to pray my grandparents...and then about 4 we went back to cousins house again..lol collect red packets..and off to aunt's house..see my 2 little Nieces..one more coming out. :P played with them...though the elder sister was abit shy to other people..hehe cute eh? then went home...
Day 2
Day 2 was ok as well..people came to visit us...then i was trying to play my new DVD game..Sherlock Holmes..but unfortunately.... :"( speaking of it...i felt like crying...it was spoiled...something wrong with the softwear...Sigh...what a waste..

Haha

2009-01-19T01:45:00.000-08:00

Update now
these few days nothing happen just that i am thinking of some weird stuff. O.o so i have to hit my head for a while on the wall. (long piak) then this Friday going to QSS. hope my teacher give me half day man. *cross finger* hehe. i hope to see some ex-friends there if not i will come after them. :x with a chopper of course! Yay! Chinese Moooooo... Year is coming!!! Yay! hope to get more more more red packets and buy a Mercedes Benz! :X (Darryl stop dreaming!) =_="
Haha okay then..i wanna go china town to shop see got anything nice. so i guess that's enough for now. :D Gong xi gong xi! Huat Ah!!!!

>:(

2009-01-14T04:27:00.000-08:00

SHOOT!!! got bullied!!! >:( Argh!!!! fine! admire a guy...he's someone like me. :) Urmm....cool guy i guess. sometimes laugh.. very matured. and then made a new friend... O.o ex-classmates of Nico..named Jacob..i really admire his skin man...so fair..like ghost..but i love it. im not gay alright. =_= ok luh this days in ITE was good..OMg...my first friend i made is a noisy fella...=_= woah...talk none stop man....untill my mouth tired... -_O...anyway...cant wait to go back to QSS!! gewessh!!!(i dunno hwats that) i misses my teachers!!! my friends!!! my aunties and uncles!!! umm...my STaff!!! and my Soul!!! my soul?? O.o

3rd,4th, 5th of school

2009-01-08T21:08:00.000-08:00

these 3 days are like the same. got my books and stuff...argh my class are really noisy. cant be bothered. lol. so...during recess time headed to canteen..alot of shops but close -_-". uh..CCAs i am confuse. they said they had wushu but in the end have to go simei. 0.O so i think i'll take part in badminton. Ha! Ha! Ha! *punch!!* hehe

2nd day :D

2009-01-06T07:16:00.000-08:00

2nd day was even boring but today was the first day i smiled...lol because of some reasons luh..so after school went to lavender road the sir building. Went to take my passport. then go shopping. reached home about 5 went to bath then get ready to go to restaurent. for Cousin's wedding food testing..to me everything is good and normal. OMG tomorrow start lesson already shit what am i gonna do??!!!

First Day Of ITE

2009-01-05T03:58:00.000-08:00

woke up at 6am yawn abit then brush teeth. yawn yawn again..then bath change and (zhao). then reach there first sight Aiyo!
saw Nico...feel like laughing but dont want...then talk talk talk...then saw another friend..secondary school one. then talk talk talk...then go to hall brifing. finish already tea break. tea break finish then...go tour...boring.. -.- then go class...air con..i use the special table for fate. dont understand? never mind. then teacher talk talk then go hall...briffing again...then (zhao). Nico?! got girlfriend ar???!! wow!! -.- mind me cos im begining to go crazy...

Sigh..

2008-12-31T08:17:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year Everyone...but seriously i hate it... i hope the time will stop and go back to the past...My new year resolutions are... 1) World Peace! 2) People who hate me will befriends again 3) Lose weight!! must do it!!! 4) Be even smarter then 2008! LOL. 5) good in singing. 6) And "Most Importantly Find Someone I Really Love." Thats all...

New Year

2008-12-31T04:12:00.000-08:00

Today is the eve of the new year.. *sigh* i am gonna miss alot of things...i'm gonna miss my friends, my malaysian friends eh...i meant all over the world luh. And i am gonna miss "someone". so...i am going to go ITE next monday..damn..so fast. Time is so fast. I was right i am gonna celebrate New Year alone again. Anyway i am use to it. Today went to my ITE was late for talk. =_= then went for the 6 stations. first was signing some particulars...then had my test for those who have color blind. actually its compulsary...and i passed 15/15. :D then went home. Mom woke up with cousin. they asked me wanna go yishun? i said nah...cos i dont feel like going there..so boring..so i've decided..then dad is going out soon..so left me. :) I wounder how's ITE life...oh...Nico is gonna be my school mate. =.= Anyway..Humans "Happy New Year!!! Lets F & F." Make sure to keep the Love for the world! :D ciao.

Future

2008-12-28T04:05:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow i'm going to Dover for interview. i will start on 5ht Jan 2009. New Year is coming. Its time to forgive eveyone. I hope for those who hate me will forgive me. I hope those foes of mine will befriend me. okay.. for those who hate me..I apologize for what i've done. hope you will forgive and forget. :) May you all have a bright future. :)

sigh..

2008-12-27T07:29:00.000-08:00

*sigh* my friend went to NS already..wish her luck. :) God Bless. i'm will be having my interview for my course next monday..hope i can pass. I hope my dream can come true. :) New Year's coming what shall i do? What will i get? What will i have? What will i be? i dont know but i hope its positive luh...lol ok thats all more updates will be coming up i guess.

My Friend...

2008-12-26T03:45:00.000-08:00

Hi...hmm..My friend will be leaving for NS tomorrow...she's a malaysian & shes my bestie....hope that she will be alright..hope she enjoyed herself..geez..i missed her. :( she will be back on march 2009.. wish you all the best..Angela..take care bou zhong. Dont miss her hor. lol :) take care....I will pray for you.

New Com!

2008-12-23T07:08:00.001-08:00

Yay! bought a new computer! everythings white. accept for my table its brown. COffee with milk. geex tomorrow is Christmas eve what should I do? sing a song? jump about? roll on the floor? spin with the chair? sleep?!! ah...maybe i should go out and have some fun..tsk. "Alone" Lol. Umm...why candy cane is made with mint uh? can anyone tell me? hahas...anyway i was invited to cousin's house to eat steamboat for christmas...but i think i dont wanna go...i rather spent time with my computer...sing songs for it... :D after taking results..i then realize..friends are really important. lol cant bare to leave them though.."To all my classmates wish you all the best and happy new year. SO Long! Ciao!"

Merry Christmas!

2008-12-21T02:49:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went to Takashimaya for the toy fair. Then..went to the whole of Ngee Ann city then return to Takashimaya. Didn't bought anything. Ah! yes alot of cute children around.my dad had to stya there till 7pm but then on 5:45pm we went to orchard road. We saw alot of decorations so beautiful....ah.... :) then i saw alot of buskkers around. Later then i saw a few well decorated trucks moving then some human dressed "Angels" standing on it waving. after that walking around theres Choir si and some people dressing like sheaperds. EH...i bought a mini Santa hat and put it on. LOL! yeah right very funny! $5 for charity. Good fer ya. Geez this few days damn cold.....Freezing!!! Gagigagigagigagi...

Oops! Sorry!

2008-12-08T23:58:00.000-08:00

Erm today is not my last day in cousin's house. =_= sorry fer that. its tomorrow. oh yes. on sat went to changi to fatch my Germen friend. Lester. Les for short. not lesbian nor molester. =_= umm...how i met him? his father was my dad's friend. empl0yee. so yeah selling toys. so just came back from north point. actually nothing much. not enough of shops. People who read my blog. tell me how you gonna celebrate for Christmas? :) Happy Holidays!! and may God bless!

Last Day In Cousin's house

2008-12-08T19:22:00.000-08:00

Last day in my cousin's house thats why i can use the computer. woke up at 10 watched Okto. Umm some kids show e.g twinies,postman pat?? then went to the room to blog. yesterday i watched "Mind your language" very funny. Every monday 11.30pm. only on Okto! :D

Done.

2008-12-04T18:50:00.001-08:00

Okay prom night over..sang songs till next morning 5am. i ate only veggies!! weird isn't it? okay coming to Christmas. Umm..am I gonna Celebrate Christmas alone again? every years the same thing. The only thing is I wanna Celebrate with someone i always dreamt about. of course is a girl luh. but then i guess it will never happen. Geez i really so so so miss her! umm..anyway i am back to single again for some reason.dont ask why. can anyone explain to me what is the meaning of Christmas?

Happy Birthday Erald Lim!!!

2008-11-09T22:29:00.000-08:00

Kiddy Meal!!

I am RetarD!!!

Yesterday was my birthday happy and sad... :): umm...early morning went to market buy some steamboat ingredient for dinner then went out with cousins...then ate Japanese food. they ordered some sushi and sashimi i ordered a Kids Meal :D then went shopping go to HMV bought a DVD. and then go to breadtalk boight a cheese cake with blueberry but actually this year i want to order a cake with the word L on top but too late uh... its ok still got cake to eat. LOL! alright the sad thing is..I dont wanna tell. :) i would like to thank all who wished me for those who didnt wish me its okay i understand maybe forget or something? :) ok so thats all but my kiddy mean was CUte! :D

Life

2008-11-06T23:26:00.001-08:00

Haw!!! Die man....work like crazy...lol. Got sweet dreams this few days...3 days ago i dreamt of a girl named Eve. in the dream we are actually in relationship..Dreams ah not reality uh...hope it come true also :x then yesterday i dreamt of a cute little white puppy..SO KAWAII-NEH!!! bushu bushu. lol now blogging in office. today gonna get pay. so far nothing happen only theres a lady ghost in the girls toilet. gonna investigate that...but how uh? i am a boy leh....lol
Yay!!! Birthday Coming!!!

WORKING!!!

2008-10-28T22:26:00.000-07:00

Woah...working now...ate alot of snake..haha. then next week gonna dye hair...what colour uh? brown maybe? light colours luh...haha. birthday coming yoohoo!!! but no presents F**K! its okay...anyway...its also fun luh...hehe.ok thats all oh ya buying imac soon! yay! yay! yay! yay your father la!

Holidays started

2008-10-13T23:33:00.000-07:00

My holidays started..so kinda bored at home if without my com i am even bored...tml going out with friends to...Umm..seoul Garden...yeah keep on changing time just because of a "PIG". had been watching "Crime Busters" very nice show..."Xiao Zhu" so cute >.<>

Hi

2008-10-01T00:35:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Raya to every Muslims in the world.

here to update my blog. holidays for 3 days then Friday is my maths exam. paper 2. kinda easy i was wondering why. but science paper 2 damn! f**king difficult man. but just hope i can go to an ITE..you know what.. "Boy or whatever stop acting like everyone loves you lar. you are damn BHB leh...act cute only ACBC lar!!! disgusting man!! only know hoe to flirt lah! dump ass!! Hope you fail your exams lar then go to hell lar!! bastard!! Boo!! XP Lim peh beh song lar!! ai pak ar lai ah!! i punch you you dunno go where liao luh."

2 more Ns

2008-09-24T06:01:00.000-07:00

Hi *sign* gonna have our last 2 Ns and we are separate our own ways...kinda miss you guys..."classmates" miss those happy times together...Miss my teachers... :"( Awww...they are my friends..LOL typing this can make me cry..haha..nah crying in my heart but not eyes uh..shit i always thought of going to Simei..but over there i just realize there isnt any of the courses i want..so i have to be prepared.

things got better..

2008-09-21T00:22:00.000-07:00

Here to update again but this time will be short...i guess. well...i should say I've got nothing to write because i didn't go anywhere 2 i only use the computer 3 ready for Ns. but not ready for ITE lol but i wanna go...Simei? yeah i hope so. only chat with friend from Malaysia a new friend of mine.. :) bought a white T for Prom night dinner at Raffles town club. hope its gonna be exciting. oh yeah...i was trying to sing like Adam from Maroon 5..i sang Won't Go Home Without you...the starting of the singing was okay until the middle one my throat start to lose...then sang Makes me wounder wa seh..damn hard man. Wake up with blood shot eyes then till then one with spinning head then stuck le..i am currently learning how to speak French and Italian lol impossible right? its true i am learning from the net.

Hi

2008-09-15T03:35:00.000-07:00

Few days ago...dad returned from KL...bought..6 doughnuts...they look nice...colorful...i wanna bring you there de...i mean buy for you de...but...a little..clash on between you an i..hmm...i hope the hate of yours will over...anyway...i eat while watching the same movie..that was actually my 9th time.

On Mid autum

2008-09-15T03:23:00.000-07:00

Hi...yesterday on Mid Autum had dinner with cousins...then after dinner..the whole family were chatting...as i in my room..playing with the 2 doggies...the blue one is mine the other one is one of my cousins..feel bored...com knocked out..hmm..then after that...watch "L Change The World" for the tenth time. I just love the show..thats all i gonna say...And sister...if you're talking about me...just give me one more last chance...PLEASE...i will change..i promise...if i never...you may block me all you want..you can block me forever...alright.

Mmm..

2008-09-11T22:28:00.001-07:00

had Ns past few days...yesterday...i smsed sister...Awww..she replied...i thought she will never reply me...again...but just a few sms...thats all..about sending the soundtrack thingy...hmmm...i hope you really forgive me at once.. i will be a better brother for sure! promise not to irritates you...but i will let you irritate me.. just that i wanna make you happy.

For You sister...

2008-09-07T08:01:00.000-07:00

You broke my heart
you took my soul
I'm hurt inside
'Cause there's a hole
I need some time
to be alone
then I will find
what I've always known

I'm the one who really loves ya, Sister
I've been missing you along

and as long as I'm living'
I'll be waiting'
as long as I'm breathing'
I'll be there
whenever you call me
I'll be waiting'
whenever you need me
I'll be there

I've seen ya cry
into the night
I feel your pain
can I make it right?
I realize
all my mistakes
yet still I wait
for you to forgive me

I'm the one who really loves ya, sister
You are my best sister of all

and as long as I'm living'
I'll be waiting'
as long as I'm breathing'
I'll be there
whenever you call me
I'll be waiting'
whenever you need me
I'll be there

You are the only one I've ever known
that makes me feel this way, couldn't on my own
I wanna be with you until we're old
you've got the love you need right in front of you, please Forgive me!

as long as I'm living'
I'll be waiting'
as long as I'm breathing'
I'll be there
whenever you call me
I'll be waiting'
whenever you need me
I'll be there

as long as I'm living'
I'll be waiting'
as long as I'm breathing'
I'll be there
whenever you call me
I'll be waiting'
whenever you need me
I'll be there

I Agree With You Sister

2008-09-05T01:04:00.000-07:00

I agree with you..yes now i realize i am that irritating...because i know i never give you space...thats what i always sms you..now i will promise you that i will sms you very seldom already okay? if you want to sms me then do so... i wont mind. :) after you read this..i really hope you would forgive me...and restart the life of being my sister again okay? :) good luck in your Netball match tomorrow. JiaYou!

I Am No Longer L.

2008-09-05T00:15:00.001-07:00

I Gave Up Everything...My Future, My Friends, My Families, Myself and My Love Ones...They Are No Longer Exist. And I Am No Longer As L.

Second Day Of N Level.

2008-09-02T23:06:00.001-07:00

Today was the second day of N level woke up at 7am =_=because i look at the time wrongly the paper suppose to start at 10am! went to school early for nothing...so called my friend asked him to go McDonald..so i while was waiting for him at the McDonald..i listened to radio from my phone..7am and 9:30 pm tune in to 107.. so finished about..Mmm..9? then slowly walked to school... the paper was kinda easy...hope tomorrows' English will be easy too. :) Let me tell you the experience i had yesterday...about the bone thingy..my dad called the doctor..he was actually my dads' friend...he gave me some advice.. so i listened...the doctor asked me to use a long thing i forgot whats that call..you know you use that to pull bee sting from your body? Twizer if i am not wrong..yeah so i took 2 hours to pull it out...not painful..but scary...the bone was 1cm long...my friends said very long...long meh? if 0.5 cm i cannot pull it out already... Thank God....I knew you will save me...

First Day Of N Level...

2008-09-02T02:46:00.000-07:00

Today is my first day of N level...although i am a little nervous..but after all its just a normal exam...came back after school...cook salmon soup with dumplings...so i ate the salmon...because the bone has got meat in it so i ate them...but i dont know how...the bone went into my throat...although its not pain...but when i try to cough out the bone with force...there's a little blood...i was very scared....then i swallowed rice....drank water....swallowed bread...but still cant make it away...so i called my dad to sent me to hospital when he comes back...i am scared..... :'( GOD hope you can help me...i can't die very early...i've got things that i havent done yet...